Wednesday, November 19, 2008

Old

I'm at the point of my life where I don't really care much about things anymore. The things that you call fun now, was fun to me 7 years ago. Call me old, I don't give it a shit.

It's true I don't go out much, that's because things happened in the past that made me realize there's nothing else more important in this world than my family.

I almost lost my mom to cancer.

God almost took my mom away from me and my sister, and if I didn't learn shit from that, then I don't deserve to live in this world. I always believe that things happened for a reason. Directly or indirectly, the things that happened is a signal from God to tell us to change. The fact that I could've lost my mom is a huge fucking signal that it's time for me to change my ways.

I'm not the same man that I was 4-5 years ago. I've changed. You're lucky to have met me at this stage of my life.